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I'll be okay.
13:36
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I go days
without you
You don’t go
days without me
I’m not that
Special
I’m just another
Piece of flesh
There is
No forever with you
There’s only
Here and now
Which is never enough
And less time
Than I want to be allowed
Everything is fine
I’ll be okay
I’m not mad
I’m not annoyed
Everything is fine
I just want to die
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2. |
Your breath.
17:23
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Without a trace
Without a smile
No love to take
No time to give
A breath of yours
A tear of mine
My self is torn
My heart is worn
Your self is whole
Your heart is full
This life is dull
This life is weak
This life is sad
This life is meek
I am lost
I am fake
I am a mistake
I am true
When I say
I should be better
I should care
I should be happy
I should be dead
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4. |
Utter fear.
04:17
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I am stillborn
I’m there
Yet not living
Saving my pain
For another life
Spending my shame
On this life
I cannot breathe
Without regret
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5. |
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Constant tremors
Trapped in my muscles
Not strong enough
To hold up myself
Even with your help
Bloodshot eyes
See only mourning
Deafened ears
Hear only lying
If I stopped eating
I wouldn’t even
have strength for sex
If I stopped eating
There would be nothing left
Wet insides keep me hungry
Dry skin keeps me thirsty
No mind keeps me empty
My fingers covered in blood
The floor stained sanguine
Shoes caked in mud
Heart without anything
Body without feeling
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6. |
Paranoid tendencies.
11:33
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Lyrics were improvised. I don't remember them.
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7. |
Under the tomato vines.
14:08
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This silence falls
A weight so dense
I can’t help
But feel off
Nothing is ever right
But I’m always wrong
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know how long
Until I have to stomach
Another heart break
Turning my insides
Into decaying bile
Eating at me
Staining the teeth
Removing my head
Of everything
I’ve read
Casting me out
Leaving me alone
Finding my body
Under your tomato vine
It’s so hard
To find a reason to smile
Too easy
To find a reason to
Quit trying
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I dream of you endlessly. Oklahoma
This Empty Carousel
IDOYE
Somewhere swallowed.
Cherish Sweet
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