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A Monument to a Ruined Heart

by I dream of you endlessly.

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metalman888 wow! finally got through with it and it was absolutely amazing and it was not only a journey to listen to but it takes you on a journey from beginning to end! absolutely fantastic album! 5 of 5 ⭐ Favorite track: Heart Beaten.
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Dirt 14:04
Take me away.
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Pushing away old photos Trying to forget Vacant cavities Showing what has always been Decades growing deaf Trying to hold on Holding one another Those grown cold Letting blood thicken Turning pale Beside a vanishing face Turning to hell When you can't feel safe Growing evermore cold With every piece of you Looking for a body to hold An aching grave of you Faces without shapes Voices without names All because of you In your blind fate You won't ever feel safe You will never feel safe This pain won't ever go away And you will never feel safe again Tapping my feet Against a wooden floor Moving my fingers Across steel in swarms Just like this I could laugh Grin at a blackened storm What I can never have A sight that's not mine Thousands just like me With nowhere to hide But never being seen Turning from beaching light Cherishing sight of your life From this perpetual shame I can never be freed I will never be free again So let the sky feed my fate Let my sun fall away I will never be free again
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This is mine Whispers and images Both to be taken By memory and time But for now These are mine And when no one remembers me In this heaven I will remember them My dreams My scenery Though carved and heady They belong to me Belong to cowards I heed my tongue To selfsame eyes and handspun ears These words I've spent All the years I've lent Only you can ever see What's been scribbled In this vacant room Where every love will end In this empty heaven
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When they coo And you hear their cries It can only be over And when I'm gone I don't want you to cry To miss me To feel regret Or remember every little thing I ever said I don't want you to love me Don't hope I'm in a better place Don't dream of seeing me again Just for my sake I want you to please forget me Forget I was ever here at all Just say nothing for now And watch the sun set with me Just stare at the clouds with me Look at all that could've been An endless prairie With life laid in front Of a horizon growing a tinted plum Sit and watch with me Since there ain't nothing left to say.
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I pray to skies To clouds you can't see And skies I've only seen In courage and dreams In empty hopes And strung up ropes Prayers for silent screams And dust breathing Sun won't snuff in sleep Across a flat, barren earth A love soaked nowhere Watching the clouds Bathed in a dusty heather Bleeding a plum stained light Exhaling a childhood innocence I won't ever let go of.
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Nowhere 06:46
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Heart Beaten 09:05
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Stay 32:17
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Plums 09:25
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Search the gleam in the water Look for a glimmer that's yours But I don't know who you are I don't know you anymore Shivering in rain drops Strung from a sky as dolls There are no writings To hear what you see No right words When you don't want what you feel There's no right acts When you can't seem to be What's asked of you And the voices in your head Don't seem to end There's always webs Sunk in your throat Choking out what should've been said Trapping away anything I wanted to say Unwanted visions Of your brother dying The unwanted sight Of my brother crying Fingers ground to dust Swept away The next caved in hour Half-lies dancing in everything Choking in crevices Choking in your own throat Watching your brother die Dreams of wasting another life Thoughts of your brother And best wishes for your brother Because I've wasted another life Clutching at what grains of sand Still remain in your hands Orb weavers in your throat Spinning threads of hope Spinning in your head So you may never speak again A memorial for woolen shame When eight legs depart Weightless carpenters for a monument To a ruined heart.
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Temple to an uncovered plush Where I’ve laid my head So many nights before The same place Always going away Always ending just another day Upon this guilt Piled high in three blankets It’s just the same way I say what’s meant to be the last And I let go For another shadowed day I can’t stomach another stay And I let go With the polished blade Of everything I could never be Falling far too late Since failing will come again In my bed Turning to forget Tossing to submit To letting go again

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Three years lost to memory and memories lost.

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released June 16, 2023

by Gideon Mitcham

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