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Death of a son.
06:45
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A figment
Going blind
Long looks
Into each other
He sees me
And no mother
Purely chance
That he'd grace the soil
Branding on my heart
Who he could've been
Before he was thought of
My only son
Buried before my eyes.
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2. |
Cold steel grey.
10:43
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How could
The softest skin
Bring about
My end
Talking to it
Grinning at it
Taking forever
An eternity
A solemn hope
Leaves brittle
Wishes
Since I was little
Since I was small
I've wanted to die.
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3. |
All but gone.
04:17
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Place your hands in mine
Your heart in mine
A memory of you
Carved from dreams
Electricity of something new
A love so free
Without knots
Or loss
The air drenched in change
Someone new
Who isn't me
Who isn't a dream
Look at my hand
Blade pulled pass the skin
Just as it should
Wanted
Loved
As it can't be
Close my eyes
Shut me up
As I am
Hopeless and lost
All but gone
No one's fault
But my own
Indecision and fear
An untouched home
All but gone.
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I've never been so cold.
07:08
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My bones crack outside me
Doing what they can
To be set free
Doing anything
Just to be free of me
So nervous and afraid
So much tells me
To just give in
Crow in the ear
Whispering to me
That I belong elsewhere
Making the same mistake
The great ruiner
What have I done
No more blood
And running out of love
I can't stop shaking.
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5. |
Put me down.
04:48
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Mend me
Help me
I can't do this
Not again
Not again
Losing what I think
Is everything
Is nothing
A missed hand
Chance glanced over
Too scared
To make it right
To do what's right
Indecision
To spite myself
Pull it out
Put me down
My forever home.
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6. |
Begging for an eternity.
04:45
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Forgiveness for the meek
Who will forgive me
Leaving the moon out to burn
Forgetting everything I've learned
There's too much more to cherish
The branding of iron on my tongue
Spitting blood on your eyes
To see what it's like to be me
Enslaved
Indebted
I've never had a choice in this life
Alone with my fearful nights
I've squandered my time
Never begged to hurt
Was always hurting for something more
How much more must I beg?
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Gideon:
A fucking disease
All I've become
Not just one home
Unsatisfied
I don't know why
I cling to hearts
Leave the rotten, carved
Taking what I need
Leaving
Realizing I'm still empty
I could feast on the warmth
of a thousand loves
None will fill me
Like your love
Draining you
Skinning blood from bone
I am taking your life
You don't want this
But you need this.
Trevor:
it's all gone bad
ever since you met me
you always get what you want
but this time it's different
i win
i win
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Sweet moans and whispers
Stinging my head
I drag them out
Longing to be dead
When the tears take hold
Hold out your face
Lips to your skin
What's left
Of what you were
Is drying in my hands
Love takes what I see
Mangles it
Unseen to my naked eye
How could I not see
Mistake after mistake
How
How did I not know
I didn't want you to go?
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So much said
So much done
Throw it all away
Again
Maybe we could go again
Forget it all
Forget every word spoken
And every deed
Left unfinished
How could I lay without you
Confliction brought about
Because I've never known
Anything but you
Again
Maybe we could go again
Forget it all
Forget every word spoken
And every deed
Left unfinished.
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I dream of you endlessly. Oklahoma
This Empty Carousel
IDOYE
Somewhere swallowed.
Cherish Sweet
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