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Dead in the mouth.
06:40
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I'm an easy target
You can hold me down
I can make you forget
Force feed me your guilt
I'm starving for what you did
Reopening of old wounds
Weak and vulnerable
You said it yourself
I can't stand up
I can't be any good
It doesn't matter
I just wanted to be for you
I just wanted you
Now I just want to sleep
Tomorrow
The day after
Sleep forever
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Cherishing everything
You gave to me
Even if I didn't
Cherish it at the time
Your time meant everything to me
Your time was all I had
Laying close
On winter mornings
Holding you so tightly
I'd have never let go
We would have become one
But I let it go
I said goodbye
What's wrong with me
Just a weak and vulnerable
Frail piece of shit
Threw it all away
I can't even look at my own picture
Unless you're in it
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Leaking routes
Death in howls
Trapped beneath
A sun
Undersetting
Bare
Unrelenting
Dust comes forth
Retrieves your head
Skin of teeth
I take your face
Bred in hate
It's getting late
It's getting later
I can't stop dreading this life
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Feast like a puppet.
08:42
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It's just a joke
When you all worry about me
It's complex and sophisticated
My god
Is less than yours
There's no tongue
To sing to him with
Just a split face
Cowardice and shame
A forked tongue
Growling lies
Indecipherable
Nothing true
God damn it
God damn it
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Only you
Hand in hand
Understanding
What it's like
When I saw you
I knew
I knew it was you
Now you're gone
I don't know what to do
Without you
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Tired
So tired
Of everything
Disappointment
Failure
Upholding
Withstanding
A failure
To realize
All of it
May be for nothing
Groveling
At your feet
Begging
Please
Don't let this be goodbye
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7. |
I disgust myself.
06:02
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I'll bet you can taste my spit
Just like I can taste yours
You won't miss my body
Just an object inside yours
Nothing makes me different
We all come just the same
Pleasure never mattered
I just wanted to be a part of you
Give myself to you
I'd break down
I'd go down
To make you feel good
I wanted us to be everything
I never did what I should've
Let you crush my throat
Crush each bit of hope
Just let it go
Let your malice take me
I wanted to see
You rip my hands apart
Reach in and pull it out
Pull out this heart
Take what's yours
I could've cried
I'd be so happy
If you took my life
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Now you're gone
I have nothing left
Everything was just for you
These words
These songs
Were just for you
I can't do this anymore
If I could take it all back
I would
But nothing will change
Nothing will bring you back
I don't know what to do
What's the point anymore?
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Why would I want to get better
If I can't get better for you
No more dreams
No more hopes
Dead and gone
When I open up the skin
I just feel something
Maybe you can feel it too
The razor cutting away my guilt
Bleeding out my wrongs
Sometimes I hope
That no matter how far away you are
You can feel the blade
Sliding down my arm
And you smile.
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Illusory wrongs
Fester inside
A transient wave
Floating
From choice to choice
Nothing set
Nothing concrete
You don't want it
But everything changes
A love like steel
Ironclad and unbroken
Rusted
Degraded
Prayers for brighter days
It will only get worse
The sun won't shine
No birds will sing
I won't get better
The words I spoke
Were merely bitter lies
Hope that you'd know
What was in my heart
What a fool I am
Making every promise empty
Making every night worse
Dreaming every night
Of you
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Like a beaten dog.
08:12
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Laying every night
Skin in skin
Mere chance
Just to be here
Waking up drowning
In a pool of blood and sweat
Sweet dreams of you
Dreams become
Never ending nightmares
When you’re not here
Endlessly
I dream of you
Of the words that cut
Ever deeper
Words that meant nothing then
But keep me up all hours now
Every minute ‘I love you’
Each one
Holds so much more weight
Keeping me down
So heavy
I can’t even get out of bed
Head is pressed down
By stones unearthed
From a part of my soul lingering
Buried and suffocating
I can’t breathe for much longer
My grip on a heart I crave
Is slipping
And dwindling
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Soon
I will escape
This trail
Of lengthy exhaustion
Some day
Freedom will set
Its eyes upon me
Crossing its fingers
And leading me home
When I've been lost
For so long
You can't even
Tell me my name.
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My Tattered Teddy Bear
05:04
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We've been through a lot together
As best friends often do
I always shared my secrets
With no one else but you
Each night my prayers were whispered
As I held you by my side
On stormy nights, the thunder
Made us cover up and hide
Now your eyes have both grown weary
And your ear is slightly torn
Your cuddly fur is tattered
And your nose is mashed and worn
We did so much together
The years, oh how they flew
And I cherish every memory
Of growing up with you
-Ken Brown
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When I'm gone
Will you think of me
Of what I was
Or what I'd done
The times I made you smile
Or oh how I made you hate
Everything wrong I'd done
How I ruined you
Or how you ruined me
Will you recall
How happy we could've been
Or how glad you are
That you don't
Have to see my face
No matter what
I just hope
You think of me
Will you think of me?
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Will you dream of me?
03:56
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If I could
Play with your hair again
Hand petting your head
Hand holding your belly
I'd be okay
If just once more
If never again
Just once more
I need you
Take what you want
It's mine to give
Take me
Hold me
Please
I'll give you everything
Was I ever worth it?
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16. |
Goodbye.
04:28
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Goodbye
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I dream of you endlessly. Oklahoma
This Empty Carousel
IDOYE
Somewhere swallowed.
Cherish Sweet
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